Where will the wing bring me to?

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Monday, September 25
# 11:21 PM

my cousin pm mi.. asked mi abt my sword n stuff..
she said she feel sad cuz of her work n life.. feel sad for her too. she is so capable. bt was drag down by stress, staff unhappiness n stuff.. ganbatte ne. god will bless u..

vania pm mi.. she ask how m i n stuff.. she seems to b a quiet girl to mi.. bt didn noe tt she oso got so much trouble.. thanks for her concern.. she is a nice girl.. thou i nt really noe her.. bt she can understand wat i sayin n listen n reply with a positive way.. i really happy n touch..

she make mi remind of elie(meow meow).. meow meow is a nice girl.. she listen n stuff.. mayb cuz i hurt her n stuff n she stress now tts y her attitude towards mi change.. bt ppl will change as time goes by.. juz whether they realise or nt.. take mi for example. its aft i lost meow meow den i realise i have change so bad.. so now i'm tryin to change back.. we r friend now.. i will try use the time n change n mayb u will change ur attitude towards mi.. dun build fence between us..

ppl concern mi n ofcuz ppl slowly goin far frm mi like my old time friends.. no one talks to mi n understand mi.. mayb cuz i dun say things out.. n wear a mask cuz i dun wan get hurt.. bt i kinda like my life now.. i have my one n onli big goal.. go get meow meow back n get married.. n there r ppl concern abt mi n understand mi.. someday i will understand meow meow n meow meow will understand mi too.. den we will have no quarrel.. wee.. cant wait for tt day.. really wish it will come.. i will try hard now.. wee...

thank you meow meow..
thank you harnling (cousin)
thank you vania *i'm nt cute, nt great dancer.. haha so dun tink i m*

i love my meow meow..

; wings of hope where are you?___`