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Saturday, October 21
# 10:35 PM

Today is damn bored..
Wake up in the morning.. nth to do.. so slack in bed..
Went to pack my room.. nt really pack.. however I pack my mangas in to boxes..

Went on IRC awhile.. let it run n din see it anymore..
Went to watch tv..
Smsed meow.. no reply.. sigh..
Feel so distant from her.. she muz b havin fun..
Dun understand myself..
Juz wan her attention.. wan talk to her.. wan b with her..
Even can meet.. den at least sms?
Bt.. there is no sms.. T.T

Today is a torture n suffering day for mi as meow is nt ard..
Feel so uncomfortable..

I wish I can stick to her like air or pet or whatever tt can b beside her every min every sec..
I dun mind.. I rather stick to her quietly n stuff.. doin our stuff bt as least stick wit her.. I can feel her attention can feel tt she noe I’m stil exist in tis world..
Mayb I juz cant live with out her ba..

Meow I miss u.. a lot.. a lot.. my heart is like goin to burst soon.. arg… T.T I have try to endure since morning.. pls.. I need u.. need ur attention.. T.T I cant live without u.. T.T

; wings of hope where are you?___`


tis few days i din update.. anyway i also din remember much wat happen juz tt i noe i'm very happy with meow.. like the life now.. juz tt i sometime tink abit too much when i was alone.. sigh.. its my bad.. have to change..

if meow read tis.. hope meow will understand.. i'm sry tt i tink too much.. need time.. being like wat we r now i feel better.. hee..

i noe i'm weak.. cuz i cant get over u.. bt i love ya alot.. so its nt easy.. bad memo i can forget bt nt the love for u..
i noe i'm being look down.. cuz of alot of things abt mi..

sometime i juz feel like givin up my life..

ytd.. went to meet meow aft her work.. she seems kinda nt in mood.. hee.. guess i did right thing for nt askin.. bt wait.. i realise i'm a impatient guy..

anyway aft which we went home.. talk n stuff.. hee.. when she got incomin MSN n stuff i feel uncomfortable.. bt i have to understand n get use to it.. hee..

finally we watch the show i bought. "Helen the baby fox"
its a nice show bt meow find it boring.. ha.. its ok.. dun blame.. different ppl got different taste..
the movie is sad.. its abt tis baby fox which is blind, deaf, n dun bark.. which make ppl think it's mute.. however in the movie it barks 2 time.. its very touchin the story... n the story teaches mi nt to give up livin so easily n cherish the time u have now.. nt to tink of self happiness n being selfish.. bt to also share happiness with others. care n love is impt.. understand others life n feelin..

its nt easy if one side dun open up to u.. however if u dun give up.. n let him/her feel u r ther wit no harm.. slowly him/her will open up..

hope mi n meow can like tt too..

i will do my best..

sry meow for all the wrong i have made in the past.. u dun have to forgive mi..
bt being like wat we r now is already very good le..
dun angry so easy le wor.. hee.. take care

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Monday, October 16
# 9:37 PM

14.10.06

wake up in the mornin.. hmm was tinkin will b a good day.. bt.. kinda slight quarrel with meow.. anyway meow is now my mei mei (sister) bt i wil make her mine someday..

was sad.. so plan to prepare n go fetch her frm her sch.. give her a surprise.. hee..
reach meow's sch.. i saw her smile to mi surprisingly when she saw mi standin outside.. hee.. so happy..
afterwhich.. we went to bugis.. bt at bishan MRT.. we saw... >>> MIRU!!! my kor kor.. lol.. he seems to grow taller.. lol.. he stil the same old lame.. haha.. den we went to bugis.. lalal.. everything is fine.. i love tis like tt with meow.. no quarrel.. lets try harder..
anyway we goin to help huiying see her thing.. n as we walk.. we saw a guy smokin with his friend..

meow >> "tt guy look like adeus"
mi >> "where? hmm.. ya.. look like.."
i look at the guy.. he keep 'diao'(stared) mi..
[20:46] * Adeus Slaps Musica
[20:47] ??
[20:47] wats up man
[20:47] * Musica slap Adeus ass
[20:47] u kns
[20:47] bleh
[20:47] LOL
[20:47] wat??
[20:47] wat i KNS
[20:47] that time saw u at bugis~~~
[20:47] LOLOL
[20:47] eh??
[20:47] when?
[20:47] last sat loh
[20:47] LOL
[20:47] liew
[20:47] hmm
[20:47] which part?
[20:47] u with wind?
[20:48] outside the bugis bus stop
[20:48] nope
[20:48] oh
[20:48] u smokin right?
[20:48] got one fella keep looking at u
[20:48] lol
[20:48] keep diao u one
[20:48] kns
[20:48] LOl
[20:48] mi n elie is tinkin is it u or nt
[20:48] LOL
[20:48] its me loh
[20:48] LOL
[20:48] den we discussin "tt guy look like adeus"
[20:48] lol
[20:48] u both KNS
[20:48] aiya
[20:48] sry
[20:48] bleh

anyway.. aft we finish help huiying see her thing..
we walk back.. n half way we saw.. wind, tingx n (opps sry. i forgot ur name)

we went to payar lebar meet meow's mum.. den we went over to parkway parade n meet up my sis n kelvin (her bf) den went to make spec..

OMG.. meow choose the spec n help mi test my eyes n stuff.. so happy.. hee.. cant wait to get my spec.. anyway was happy.. den we went to eat.. cant bear to part with meow.. bt i have to meet with my brothers..

we the 7 bros.. haha.. its us again.. ( Bin, Zean, Xiong, Wei, Ran, Sheng, Thomas )
same things we do.. we went to lan shop.. n stay til it close shop at 3 am.. i saw bao jun at there too.. ahha.. anyway was fun.. cuz after play game.. we went to eat mac.. talk alot.. den they plan to go ask hotel price.. den see if wan stay hotel for tt mornin.. lol.. so funny.. den saw some guy with girl ( look old ) wear short skirt n stuff come out frm hotel 81.. lol.. den we laugh n stuff.. in the end we walk back to PS n wait for the train..

15.10.06

early mornin i went over to meow house aft the night with my bros..
she gave mi her keys for tt mornin.. so i juz went in n sit at the spare room n on the fan..
next i realise some thing bang into mi.. meow jump n slp beside mi.. i sat n fall aslp without knowin.. den meow ask mi go to the aircon room slp.. aft i change... we went to slp.. den aft dunno how long.. tama called.. meow wake up n i pass hp to her.. den we all decide to swim.. lol
tama n lirin(my mei too) came over n we talk n meow sing n do her blog stuff.. den finally we go swim..
is fun!! we play water gun n swim.. can hug meow more. n stuff.. so fun.. den til dunno when mi n meow feel cold.. so we came up first n went bathin.. aft i bath finish.. i saw tama,lirin n meow's sister is back frm pool.. den next tis they bath.. den we go have dinner.. lala.. pizza!!! n porridge!!! aft which.. we all went home.. meow came over my house to slp.. cuz she next day need to go work.. den my house nearer to there den her house..

so fun.. meow went to buy 1 bottle of alcohol. den we went my house.. i cook beef instant noodles (its frm taiwan) woo.. really got beef in it.. meow like it.. hee.. so do i.. den we drink n slp.. hee.. i love being with meow.. i love meow.. love huggin her n being by her side.. i wan make her happy hee.. i will try hard.. thank you meow.. hee..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Thursday, October 12
# 10:38 PM

11.01.06

Today sch is borin. Damn bored. Played basket ball. Climb wall on my own den have some scratches.

Meet meow for dinner. Have some misunderstandin. Den she angry. Sigh y I always did things tt she will angry. Cant I dun give in? n she dun angry so easily?

Guess she stil tinkin abt cake. There’s nth I can do. Sigh.

Miss her so much. Finally can meet den accident n misunderstand spoil everything.

Sigh. Hate like tt..send her to sch.. was alright aft we try to cool down.. yay..

Sit outside the class see her.. so cute.. haha.. I really love her a lot.. will change..

12.01.06

Today sch is tiring.. end sch stil got 2 hours gap to meet meow.. so I wait in sch in the end I fall aslp..

Finally meet meow.. hee. So happy.. she sit beside mi.. wee.. my heart beat very fast.. anyway today is alright.. hee.. chat with meow a lot.. thou we have slight disagreement.. however we didn really quarrel. So good tt we both try to stop.. hee.. she ask mi b her kor kor. I accepted.. cuz I wan to b close to her.. bt nt a total stranger.. I will get her back.. soon..

Miss meow mei very much.. T.T she is the onli one I love n I will love her forever.

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Tuesday, October 10
# 10:01 PM

Was happy ytd. Meow sms mi in the mornin. Sms meow in sch, meet meow for dinner.
We laugh, talk, alot nice stuff. Very happy. Hee no quarrel.
juz tt i keep tinkin abt meow with other guys talkin n gettin close. T.T
bt i like when we talk nature way n she focus on mi, give mi attention. Hee
Feel nice, comfort, sweet when with meow.

Today meow din sms. tink she is tired.
hee miss her alot today. wan to trust her n dun tink too much.
need some time to change..

meet meow for dinner.. hee talk too.. very happy.. like now.. talkin freely n nicely.. no quarrel nor easy angry. hee
sit outside meow class today.. ytd too.. see her study.. see her smile to mi.. feel so fortunate.. haha.. love being like tis.. sweet, calm, comfort.. hee.. miss meow now.. T.T

wish meow will nt so tired.. T.T
wish mi n meow can b better.. hee..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Sunday, October 8
# 5:49 PM

today mornin woke up to meet meow.. hee.. thou tired... bt i want to meet her so much..

went prepare n stuff.. finally its 11am.. i left the house.. its 1130 when i reach wdl MRT.. meow smsed mi say she end le.. i was like "oh.. shit.. i'm late.. "

made her waited for mi.. so bad.. anwyay half way mei call her den ask to eat dinner.. so we meet up.. its a ZELT outin.. lunch outin.. den we went to buy wax.. for my hair.. meow goin help mi cut hair.. haha..

tama went to find job with his friend.. so mei, mi n meow went to meow house.. they sing.. i listen.. den finally meow help mi cut hair.. it turns out to b nice!!.. for mi n meow ar.. other ppl i dun care.. lol.. was close to meow again.. so happy.. hee.. wish everyday oso like tt.. dun like quarrel.. love to see meow like tt.. happy.. n pay attention to mi.. tis is the 2nd time after we break up tt i was so so so happy.. normal days oso happy.. bt tis 2 days is very happy.. cuz meow give mi attention.. we dun quarrel.. we talk alot.. n smile, laugh, listen to each other.. love like tt.. oh ya.. the first time is when meow sick.. when i went to acc her to clinic n home.. haha..

glad to see meow like tt.. i feel lighter.. dun need to tink how to make her happy when she angry n stuff.. hee..

miss u meow.. thank you.. will cherish the time with u de.. hapyy moment pass fast.. n dunno when we will quarrel again.. hope dun quarrel.. lets try.. hee..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Saturday, October 7
# 6:44 PM

meow dunwan mi to find her anymore.. sigh.. y..

will she come back n talk to mi when she is better? i dunno.. she oso dun reply my sms n stuff.. sigh.. y does things happen like tt..

she hold on to the past too much.. everything she will link to the past..

guess other guys who is ard her is interested in her.. how i wish i'm stil with her now.. den i can take care of her.. those guys.. nt really very good.. bad influence actually.. bt does she even listen to mi? no.. anyway she wan to b with them i oso cannot do anything..

my wife is gone.. sad.. hope someday she will come back to mi.. bt i tink its impossible..

tink she off sch le.. bt no reply frm her.. i tink she when to meet those guys.. sigh.. play pool n stuff.. hated it.. never really like them.. meow is the most important person in the world to mi.. i regard her as my wife.. cuz i wanted her to b.. however i'm at fault in the past tt i didn cherish her until now den i start.. bt she say its too late.. i really hope she can dun hold on to the past n forgive mi n forget.. let us start anew.. i wil treat her better..

my mistakes
*give in too much in the past till she expect things frm mi bt i cant do it..
*hide things frm her (wry she get angry, she angry will ignore mi T.T)
*do something she dun like (i'm sry i will nt anymore)
*dun trust her (cuz she dunno the limit of herself.. always wan go do the clubbin n stuff)
*didn give her freedom (if she noe the limit of herself i will.. she dun even dare to talk to ppl n showin weak side to other ppl of cuz i wry)

things i do i have my reason.. bt its too late.. anyway i will wait.. cuz i really wan her to b my wife in the future.. we may dun suit each other.. bt 1 year plus bind us together even more.. tis is frm my side.. i dunno her.. mayb she dun like mi in the beginnin.. or mayb she dun wan forgive mi.. give her sometime will she tink abt it? will she come back? i dunno.. juz really pray she dun get in disadvantage.. those guys she is with is nt good.. n the girls she is with.. some is showin bad examples.. n stuff.. meow dun really noe wat is good n bad.. she can tell onli some.. bt in human communication, body language, hidden signal n stuff. she stil dunno..

guess i will go mad tis period of time.. nt use to it.. wry abt her.. cuz she is too impt to mi.. so tts y i will wry so much.. she is my precious.. does she noe tt? cuz of my past. she hated mi.. bt in the past i'm immature.. i didn mistakes. everyone did mistakes.. n aft some mistakes n stuff den they start to learn.. i wish she can gimmi a chance to b with her.. i turn over a new leaf.. T.T meow.. i really miss u.. hope u din really go out with those guys.. or even single goin out with 1 guy.. sigh.. especially Kero n stuff..

u tell other ppl ur stuff.. bt nt mi anymore.. feel heartache.. i wish we never will quarrel n u can forgive mi n stuff.. den we can happily together.. T.T

i love u meow meow..i really do.. T.T

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Friday, October 6
# 8:24 PM

meow called tis morning to wake mi up.. however I too tired to wake up.. so woke up late.. sigh..

was happy she called.. bt she dun seems happy cuz I overslept.. anyway.. sch sucks.. maths n maths..

went back home.. doin nth bt tinkin of meow meow.. sms her n stuff.. she workin so cant reply.. wanna meet her.. really miss her a lot.. finally she reply say she off work le.. so I called her.. guess I say something tt she dun like again.. sigh.. den she ignore mi again.. wat can I do to stop all tis.. y she get angry with mi so fast n stuff.. sigh..

I feel very pain inside.. wanna find her n listen or talk to her.. bt she ignore…

Kero has quit IRC suddenly.. was tinkin if he went to meet meow.. juz wondering.. dunno wat meow is doin.. she home le ma? She change her shirt for a new one le ma? How’s she with her friend.. sigh.. tink n wry abt her.. oso no use.. she dun even appreciate.. all she tink is I tink too much n stuff.. does anyone noe my feelin?? T.T

She wan freedom.. she wan to b single.. I tink abt it.. n I tell her I respect her.. den she ignore mi.. sigh.. I love her a lot bt I once did a mistake which make her like tis..

Why ppl were nt given chances when they do wrong thing.. forgive n forget is hard..

I juz wish to b with her.. bt it seems impossible.. sigh.. she wan do anything den go ahead.. juz dun ignore mi..

Y muz she always ignore mi n angry with mi.. I try very hard le.. y its stil happenin.. is it the problem on mi or her?

Sigh.. pls.. dun ignore mi anymore.. can we juz like normal friends n talk??

Y I like do everything oso wrong.. sigh..sometimes I tink she got her tinkin.. I can listen n stuff.. bt when come to my tinkin.. she will interrupt.. givin a feelin of nt listenin.. thou she did listen.. however.. she keep wantin my tinkin to b wat she wans.. if nt she juz go angry n ignore mi.. or talk to mi in a attitude way.. of cuz I will give in to her.. sigh.. bt y cant she oso tink abt her n tink for mi.. she nowadays to mi.. is like a queen n wantin wat ever I do to b same as her thought.. she become some how bossy.. however I tink she will change back when she realise it.. anyway I tell her oso no use.. cuz she dun listen to mi.. n ppl onli like to hear good things abt themselves.. I juz dunno y she wan to ignore mi n treat mi like tt..

Hate tis feelin.. juz wan to b her friends.. tts all.. normal like last time when I first met her.. we can talk n stuff.. she oso dun get angry so fast.. guess I juz cant let go of this relationship.. mayb u love her a lot yet I did the wrong thing.. sigh.. I’m juz some useless jerk who she dun wan to forgive..

Meow dun wan talk to mi n stuff.. sigh.. y things always turn out like tis.. all cuz of mi I understand.. if onli I dun exist.. n din met her.. den she wont become like tt.. somehow I tink her changes is mostly cuz of mi.. sigh.. I wont blame on alec.. bt I will blame myself..

So many guys is after meow.. I stands no chances at all.. they r rich, tall, handsome, sweet, understand her better.. meow n them can talk better.. cuz meow n them dun have past.. which create a barrier. Sigh.. I oso wish mi n meow can talk freely.. bt she stil have the past barrier.. I really love her.. bt she dun allow mi..

hate myself for now..i dunno.. y lovin someone is so hard.. juz cuz i did a mistake? sigh..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


5th Oct..

Today did practical in sch.. very bored!! I miss meow!! T.T wish I can say tt to her n she will say it back to mi.. T.T I really wish to b with her..

meet up with meow.. we eat n stuff.. in our conversation.. she said we dun suit each other cuz our tinkin different.. also she said something abt nt seein each other better.. for some years!!..

i dunno wat to say.. however I juz wish to let her noe my feelin.. I need her.. I miss her I wan her.. I love her.. I noe the past is my bad.. T.T sigh..

guess she onli wan to b friend.. she no longer have any single feelin for mi anymore.. guess other new guys may suit her more.. cuz she wan to explore more.. I wry she will hurt herself n dun tell.. sigh.. perhaps I tink too much.. bt its is wrong to protect the ones u love? Over protectin mayb is bad.. bt does anyone tink frm my side? Or even try to understand b4 sayin their own thoughts? N juz spam through wat I wan to say n if I try to say somemore.. they wil juz ignore mi or get piss off... does even anyone noe tt I wan to say out things?? None is really listenin to my with the heart.. juz listenin n smile back to mi.. it sometimes hurt.. bt mayb slowly I will no longer feel hurt.. I regretted a lot.. bt I can onli continue to look to the front. Even if I turn back.. I can change nth..

I tink meow might get offended If she see tis blog in another view.. juz to let u noe.. dun get offended.. I’m juz sayin my feelin.. T.T pls dun tink abt it.. dun wan to quarrel T.T

miss meow a lot.. I need u meow.. really do..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Wednesday, October 4
# 11:49 PM

Everyday seems the same in the morning.. go to sch, n do all the same stuff.. study n tink of meow.. miss her alot today.. T.T

finally meet her.. wee.. so happy.. bt I did something tt make her angry.. sigh.. when den can I dun make her angry.. I’m juz so useless.. damn it.. hate myself..

miss meow meow..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Tuesday, October 3
# 11:43 PM

Today go to sch as usual. Ha. Time pass quick. However i din pay much attention to the class. Got a feelin I will fail my tests. Haha.

Meow today nt feelin well.. so she left the work place halfway. She called mi. I never tot she will call to let mi noe.. anyway I was so anxious to see her to take care her.. I noe she is tired n now she is nt feelin well. T.T

I called, smsed her n stuff.. finally get to meet her at jurong.. we went to eat. Haha.. she say she say a good lookin guy.. lol.. though I feel kinda ache in the heart.. however I juz smile back to her.. cuz I cant anything abt it.. haha.. we went to Jurong polyclinic.. n waited for long time.. meow sudden wan to rest on my shoulder. I feel so I keep tinkin tt my shoulder is so hard n I’m so short for her.. bt oso wish she can rest on mi.. so I let her rest.. feel like last time.. the happy feelin.. the feelin of love n stuff.. soon I fall aslp too.. sudden got someone talk.. I open my eyes.. its Lirin mei.. haha.. I kinda got shock. Bt its ok.. so mi n mei talk awhile abt meow.. she ask hows meow n stuff.. aft which meow woke up abit lookin at mi without knowin tt lirin is behind her.. lol.. finally she realize.. den they talk.. so I take out my laptop n play game.. cuz I dun wan lirin to feel tt she is a lightbulb.. I tink meow oso dun wan her to b like tt..

aft I play.. mei say she wan to play GGXX.. so I let her play.. den meow fell aslp on mi again.. wah.. I damn happy.. really really very happy. Feel like she accept mi as a closer friend.. ^.^ however.. aft awhile she woke up.. den I show them chocobo racin.. den we 3 r kinda havin fun.. I dunno the rest of them.. den without realize.. meow’s no. is over le.. den I go ask the doc.. she damn bloody give mi attitude.. den aft tt meow n mei went in.. n soon everything is over..

mi n meow take bus to jurong.. she slp on mi again.. wah.. today I sure cant slp.. cuz I too happy.. she is so nice to mi today.. omg.. so close.. its really like the past.. the lovely fuzzy feelin.. hee.. den on train too.. she slp on mi.. woo..

back to her home.. today is so nice.. we didn quarrel.. hope forever wont quarrel.. hee.. den eat dinner.. we chat n do out stuff.. its was nice.. aft doin for sometime. We talk again.. til I need to go home.. today is so enjoyable.. ^.^

I miss meow.. miss meow so much.. T.T haha..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


2nd Oct...

hmm.. today wake up n go sch like normal.. hee meow sms mi in the mornin so happy..

understand tt she cant sms cuz her hp no batt n her work place no signal.. so.. haha.. juz wait for her lor.. its boring waitin for her.. bt juz tink tt can meet her soon.. i became very happy.. meow meow is so cute tt i can see everyday oso wont sick.. hope can b together.. bt too bad cant ar.. sad..

anyway sch sucks.. doin nth much.. n i cant absorb much.. so i have to ganbatte..

finally.. meow sms say she end le.. i so happy quickly move to meet her.. see her i so so so happy.. guess she dunno oso.. lol.. den we rest on train.. she slp on my shoulder aft i asked 2 time.. so happy.. bt i tink my shoulder is too hard n nt nice.. T.T sry meow.. anyway we ate long john.. n went look at clothes.. so fun.. hee.. i wish i can have job.. den can b richer.. to acc her more.. sigh.. y i so poor.. n short n bad.. til she dun like mi.. T.T

aft eat send her to sch.. hee.. dunno wat i do is right or wrong. will tis make her onli more dislike mi? i dunno.. i like her.. bt there is nth i can do..

meow do u noe i miss u alot alot..

; wings of hope where are you?___`


Sunday, October 1
# 11:03 PM

30th sept..

woke up.. tinkin of meow.. hee.. mayb missin her too much.. bt she said she will wake up at 12.. so i wait lor.. haha.. went online.. do nth.. wait for ran n sheng to call mi.. cuz we goin to meet n go find job.. in the end.. they say nt meetin.. cuz sheng overslept.. sigh.. nvm.. meow sms mi ask mi dun go meet her aft sch.. she goin dinner with family.. bt nt long aft.. she call mi n ask if wan to meet cuz lirin wan to meet her.. first thing to my head is " y lirin wan meet her she can meet n dun go for family dinner.. y i wan meet cant?" bt she got her reason.. so i can say nth.. oh ya.. while waitin for her.. i play dota with benny.. 2 of us.. n i cook instant noodles for lunch..

went to bishan meet meow.. i walk out of the train station.. saw lirin standin by the wall.. so i walk over n snap my finger to shock her.. den we walk to meet meow.. when we walk near her sch front gate.. we saw her cross the road.. den we decided to "attack" her frm the back..

finally the 3 of us meet up.. went shop for meow's stuff n lirin's present we went to junction8 the mini toons. its was havin sales at 60% off.. damn lots of ppl.. we squeeze n stuff n finally.. Lirin get her turtle present, meow with her handphone pouch n water bottle.. next went to eat.. beef noodles for everyone.. lol.. finally its time to leave.. bought chocolate bar for meow.. see she smile so cute..

we take train home.. lirin went to church.. mi sent meow home..

at first its alright.. til something happen.. den mi n meow quarrel again. hate it.. guess we juz cant talk things out.. hmm.. no matter wat.. i will try n figure a way out.. juz hope she dun get so piss off..

meow i'm sry.. i really miss n love u.. i dun wan quarrel.. T.T sigh..


1st oct..

woke up.. was very tired.. tama n meow sms tell mi tt tama n lirin nt goin meet mi n meow.. tama tell mi tt he cant go out.. den lirin dun wan b light bulb.. so i sms back tama ask him ask lirin to go.. den i dun go cuz i wan meow to b happy.. she with mi we onli will quarrel.. n lirin understand her more.. anyway i went on IRC for nth juz to read ppl's chat to kill time.. tis is wat it is :
[11:16] Zean!!
[11:16] Zean!!
[11:16] Zean!!
[11:16] sex non stopped
[11:16] no la..weekday work like mad
[11:16] must be
[11:16] weekend mus slp
[11:16] lol
[11:16] wat keo
[11:16] kero
[11:16] Kero ur rival
[11:16] Kakash[i]: wats the occasion
[11:16] falls in love wif u
[11:16] zean
[11:16] LOL
[11:16] ......
[11:16] zean later u going?
[11:16] why?
[11:16] u wan see mi ar
[11:16] ;p;
[11:16] lol
[11:16] hmm
[11:17] ya
[11:17] got go ma?
[11:17] [T]ezu: sad to say..
[11:17] for wat.. lol.. i nt nice to see u can ask wind..
[11:17] no ba
[11:17] they nv include the last answer arc in
[11:17] .........
[11:17] y not going?!?!?!
[11:17] cuz i'm broke
[11:17] elie most probably going lei
[11:17] i told wind the reason le
[11:17] i also broke
[11:17] haiz
[11:17] ....
[11:17] go la
[11:17] i treat u
[11:17] u broke n u treat mi
[11:17] den movie u see next to her
[11:17] peng
[11:17] withdraw money lo
[11:18] *piak kero*
[11:18] dun spend money like tt
[11:18] ....
[11:18] my money i like
[11:18] =p
[11:18] lol
[11:18] i go eat breakfast le
[11:18] ok
[11:18] see ya later
[11:18] care
[11:18] bb

somehow i feel tt he likes meow.. bt i can do nth.. juz feel challenged bt haha.. meow is nt mine anyway. i cant stop ppl..

[11:56] zean
[11:56] do me a favour ma
[11:56] go lei
[11:57] i'm broke
[11:57] y u wan mi go so much
[11:57] lool
[11:57] oh this game
[11:57] thats y do me a favour by going lo
[11:57] i treat
[11:57] den u don owe me i don owe u lo
[11:57] =p
[11:57] * Musi`bath is now known as Musica
[11:57] peng

meow sms mi say wan meet mi.. n lirin say tt meow wan meet mi cuz i blur abt meow's sms.. so i went to meet her n yes.. i'm late.. we went to bugis meet up with some of IRC friends.. mostly guys =.= why meow meet them i wonder.. anyway one of them.. Wind.. treat mi to seoul garden as today is his birthday.. wee.. n was happy to eat with them especially with meow.

aft which.. all of us went to play pool.. i so long didn play le.. so play abit.. teach meow abit.. i try nt to control her too much. n alot ppl talk to mi n stuff.. i noe - wind, shawn, dai, kero, bear, kakashi, tingx, evil, blue, and some others who i cant remember nicks.. it was kinda fun.. bt i feel tt if i'm nt there n if some of them dunno tt elie is my ex girlfriend n i wan to woo her back.. i tink sure got guys talk n get close to her.. i can bet tt.. haha.. so actually i was glad to b there.. n glad tt they support mi instead of Kero.. wee.. some ppl there seems dun like mi.. guess my past is real bad.. i will change i will.. haha.. send meow to jurong together with lirin.. cuz we meet her up as meow needs to go to her house n stay.. happy tt i can b wit meow today whole day.. sad is she stil dun wan accept mi.. >.<

miss u meow.. really do.. wanna hug u to rest.. wanna b with u.. wanna do alot of romantic stuff with u.. like see stars n stuff.. T.T

; wings of hope where are you?___`
Zean aka Tsuki
single
10 march 1988