Where will the wing bring me to?

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Friday, October 6
# 2:19 PM

5th Oct..

Today did practical in sch.. very bored!! I miss meow!! T.T wish I can say tt to her n she will say it back to mi.. T.T I really wish to b with her..

meet up with meow.. we eat n stuff.. in our conversation.. she said we dun suit each other cuz our tinkin different.. also she said something abt nt seein each other better.. for some years!!..

i dunno wat to say.. however I juz wish to let her noe my feelin.. I need her.. I miss her I wan her.. I love her.. I noe the past is my bad.. T.T sigh..

guess she onli wan to b friend.. she no longer have any single feelin for mi anymore.. guess other new guys may suit her more.. cuz she wan to explore more.. I wry she will hurt herself n dun tell.. sigh.. perhaps I tink too much.. bt its is wrong to protect the ones u love? Over protectin mayb is bad.. bt does anyone tink frm my side? Or even try to understand b4 sayin their own thoughts? N juz spam through wat I wan to say n if I try to say somemore.. they wil juz ignore mi or get piss off... does even anyone noe tt I wan to say out things?? None is really listenin to my with the heart.. juz listenin n smile back to mi.. it sometimes hurt.. bt mayb slowly I will no longer feel hurt.. I regretted a lot.. bt I can onli continue to look to the front. Even if I turn back.. I can change nth..

I tink meow might get offended If she see tis blog in another view.. juz to let u noe.. dun get offended.. I’m juz sayin my feelin.. T.T pls dun tink abt it.. dun wan to quarrel T.T

miss meow a lot.. I need u meow.. really do..

; wings of hope where are you?___`