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Sunday, October 1
# 11:03 PM

30th sept..

woke up.. tinkin of meow.. hee.. mayb missin her too much.. bt she said she will wake up at 12.. so i wait lor.. haha.. went online.. do nth.. wait for ran n sheng to call mi.. cuz we goin to meet n go find job.. in the end.. they say nt meetin.. cuz sheng overslept.. sigh.. nvm.. meow sms mi ask mi dun go meet her aft sch.. she goin dinner with family.. bt nt long aft.. she call mi n ask if wan to meet cuz lirin wan to meet her.. first thing to my head is " y lirin wan meet her she can meet n dun go for family dinner.. y i wan meet cant?" bt she got her reason.. so i can say nth.. oh ya.. while waitin for her.. i play dota with benny.. 2 of us.. n i cook instant noodles for lunch..

went to bishan meet meow.. i walk out of the train station.. saw lirin standin by the wall.. so i walk over n snap my finger to shock her.. den we walk to meet meow.. when we walk near her sch front gate.. we saw her cross the road.. den we decided to "attack" her frm the back..

finally the 3 of us meet up.. went shop for meow's stuff n lirin's present we went to junction8 the mini toons. its was havin sales at 60% off.. damn lots of ppl.. we squeeze n stuff n finally.. Lirin get her turtle present, meow with her handphone pouch n water bottle.. next went to eat.. beef noodles for everyone.. lol.. finally its time to leave.. bought chocolate bar for meow.. see she smile so cute..

we take train home.. lirin went to church.. mi sent meow home..

at first its alright.. til something happen.. den mi n meow quarrel again. hate it.. guess we juz cant talk things out.. hmm.. no matter wat.. i will try n figure a way out.. juz hope she dun get so piss off..

meow i'm sry.. i really miss n love u.. i dun wan quarrel.. T.T sigh..


1st oct..

woke up.. was very tired.. tama n meow sms tell mi tt tama n lirin nt goin meet mi n meow.. tama tell mi tt he cant go out.. den lirin dun wan b light bulb.. so i sms back tama ask him ask lirin to go.. den i dun go cuz i wan meow to b happy.. she with mi we onli will quarrel.. n lirin understand her more.. anyway i went on IRC for nth juz to read ppl's chat to kill time.. tis is wat it is :
[11:16] Zean!!
[11:16] Zean!!
[11:16] Zean!!
[11:16] sex non stopped
[11:16] no la..weekday work like mad
[11:16] must be
[11:16] weekend mus slp
[11:16] lol
[11:16] wat keo
[11:16] kero
[11:16] Kero ur rival
[11:16] Kakash[i]: wats the occasion
[11:16] falls in love wif u
[11:16] zean
[11:16] LOL
[11:16] ......
[11:16] zean later u going?
[11:16] why?
[11:16] u wan see mi ar
[11:16] ;p;
[11:16] lol
[11:16] hmm
[11:17] ya
[11:17] got go ma?
[11:17] [T]ezu: sad to say..
[11:17] for wat.. lol.. i nt nice to see u can ask wind..
[11:17] no ba
[11:17] they nv include the last answer arc in
[11:17] .........
[11:17] y not going?!?!?!
[11:17] cuz i'm broke
[11:17] elie most probably going lei
[11:17] i told wind the reason le
[11:17] i also broke
[11:17] haiz
[11:17] ....
[11:17] go la
[11:17] i treat u
[11:17] u broke n u treat mi
[11:17] den movie u see next to her
[11:17] peng
[11:17] withdraw money lo
[11:18] *piak kero*
[11:18] dun spend money like tt
[11:18] ....
[11:18] my money i like
[11:18] =p
[11:18] lol
[11:18] i go eat breakfast le
[11:18] ok
[11:18] see ya later
[11:18] care
[11:18] bb

somehow i feel tt he likes meow.. bt i can do nth.. juz feel challenged bt haha.. meow is nt mine anyway. i cant stop ppl..

[11:56] zean
[11:56] do me a favour ma
[11:56] go lei
[11:57] i'm broke
[11:57] y u wan mi go so much
[11:57] lool
[11:57] oh this game
[11:57] thats y do me a favour by going lo
[11:57] i treat
[11:57] den u don owe me i don owe u lo
[11:57] =p
[11:57] * Musi`bath is now known as Musica
[11:57] peng

meow sms mi say wan meet mi.. n lirin say tt meow wan meet mi cuz i blur abt meow's sms.. so i went to meet her n yes.. i'm late.. we went to bugis meet up with some of IRC friends.. mostly guys =.= why meow meet them i wonder.. anyway one of them.. Wind.. treat mi to seoul garden as today is his birthday.. wee.. n was happy to eat with them especially with meow.

aft which.. all of us went to play pool.. i so long didn play le.. so play abit.. teach meow abit.. i try nt to control her too much. n alot ppl talk to mi n stuff.. i noe - wind, shawn, dai, kero, bear, kakashi, tingx, evil, blue, and some others who i cant remember nicks.. it was kinda fun.. bt i feel tt if i'm nt there n if some of them dunno tt elie is my ex girlfriend n i wan to woo her back.. i tink sure got guys talk n get close to her.. i can bet tt.. haha.. so actually i was glad to b there.. n glad tt they support mi instead of Kero.. wee.. some ppl there seems dun like mi.. guess my past is real bad.. i will change i will.. haha.. send meow to jurong together with lirin.. cuz we meet her up as meow needs to go to her house n stay.. happy tt i can b wit meow today whole day.. sad is she stil dun wan accept mi.. >.<

miss u meow.. really do.. wanna hug u to rest.. wanna b with u.. wanna do alot of romantic stuff with u.. like see stars n stuff.. T.T

; wings of hope where are you?___`
Zean aka Tsuki
single
10 march 1988