Where will the wing bring me to?

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Tuesday, May 29
# 9:45 PM

Dun read tis if u cant handle ur emotion.. its juz somethings tt i need to spill out if nt i will die..

i feel tt i'm a burden to her..

she might have a better life without mi..

might get a better guy aft mi..

she might smile better without mi..

i feel i'm......sigh...

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thou i trust u.. bt its juz hurtin.. aft readin tis sms.. who noes wats between u n him..

if i'm nt ard.. mayb u can have better time n life with him?

yes i dun understand ur life.. wat u told mi is u r busy with sch, cca, KHK, night class, friends n family.. its so general.. do i noe anything else? anything more detail? nope..

yea u will say i din tell u abt my life.. yea i agree.. i din say much abt my life.. cuz wat i do is daze in class tinkin of wat u doin when i dunno wat u doin.. if nt is play game to stop myself from tinkin too much.. other den is study.. wat else can i do when i always tink wat u r doin..

u noe i can tink alot.. from realistic to even imagine.. anything i can tink of..

u n him r juz best friend..

the last time is oso him tt we quarrel.. u delete his msn.. hp no.
bt so wat.. he is ur CLASSMATE, u can get his no. back again.. or better talk in sch together.. when i dun even noe wat else more.. msn u can add him back i wont even noe.. all tis i juz keep quiet cuz i believe u for u say u delete him n wont talk/ contact him.. bt.. tt night u called him.. n next day i got tt sms.. its like.. i'm nt blamin u or wat..

its juz.. u say u nt goin to contact him.. or wat so ever.. or mayb u din say so..

bt i have told u many time.. i dun like the feelin havin him ard.. poet, shane..

bt i tink u juz cant lose tt friend.. u wan him more den wat i tell u abt my feelin..

if nt he will long gone in ur life..

so i tink since i cant live with him ard u.. den perhaps he is a better choice u have found.. someone who u can talk to .. who understand u.. n who everyday same class as u compare to mi.. he can see n be with u more den i do..

hate mi if u wan.. for him u hate mi.. i will have nth to say..

all i can say is i'm nt as good as others.. i'm juz a loser..

; wings of hope where are you?___`