damn fuck.. wats wrong with blogger..
wat i type all gone.. fuck..
anyway i have to retype..
its nt the same as wat i type juz now..
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i'm childish.. i troublesome.. i'm givin problem..
tink ppl ard mi start to dislike mi.. yet they dun say out..
guess aft all event is done.. i will leave everyone...
for those who dun like mi.. in any way... good news for u all..
i'm confuse n blank in head..
i feel so lonely.. yet.. i cant emo for it cuz ppl to get sick n tired of mi..
diff ppl feel diff at diff time.. so actually u cant blame..
bt i choose to leave..
non understand wat i wan..
non tinks wat i do is right..
let mi be. let mi rot.. let mi die..
god make human individual is for a purpose.. most human is nt stick together..
sigh.. i forgot alot of wat i say.. so juz forget it..
u aint hurtin mi.. its mi who is hurtin myself..
thou u may nt understand my feelin from past til now..
bt its ok.. dun have to.. juz let mi take all the fault..
sry to hurt u .. make u leave mi..
all i noe the best in myself is .. i love u my dear.. u r the onli one i'm so serious in.. love the most.. care the most.. n hurt myself the most for i always make u unhappy n in the end unhappy myself..
i really love u..
really wish i can juz slp n never wake up.. i dun tink anyone would care.. ^_^
take care my friends..
i will leave when it comes..
my girl.. i miss alot.. its u.. n u noe it..
; wings of hope where are you?___`