Where will the wing bring me to?

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Thursday, July 12
# 1:21 AM

11th july wednesday

tiring day.. day as per normal.. meet up for dance
talk with friends..
got back home.. find out tt my fan is spoil.. so it wil b a damn bloody hot night..
read my sch letter sayin i need to pay $100 to sum up my sch fees..

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read her blog..

since she got so many friends ard her..
gettin close to other guys like some sort of couple.. y stil tink abt mi..
m i juz some spare guy who she come to when no other guys she can find?
since she havin such good time with Andy, shane n others.. den y stil care much abt mi?
cant we juz b normal friend since she cant hold herself from goin towards guys n tink of mi aft tt?
y nt juz go for tt guy tt treat u best.. rather den livin in the past n rant abt it..
Hate andy most? i tink its juz an excuse.. wake up n look at the world..

ever since tt day u start to show no feelin towards mi.. i have already noe tt it wont last.. n in ur sch sure got something on.. its juz wat i tot..
guess aft i left.. things works out well for u..

all i can say is.. let b friends.. n juz friends.. b who u r.. n i b who i m..
go find ur mister perfect.. n i'll find my mine..

live life individually bt stil as friend.. chat n talk or meet up for coffee..

dun tie urself too much to the past.. wats gone is gone.. wats urs is urs..

juz let things goes naturally n see how it goes..

if like someone or care or watever feelin u have for tt person.. juz say it straight.. dun expect ppl to b god.. no one will noe wats in ur mind..

learn n u will get a better life..

elie b strong n b who u r.. let things go.. its better to have friend den to create more enermy.. gambatte in ur life.. friend forever..
hate mi if u wan.. bt dun hate anyone who is related to mi..

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; wings of hope where are you?___`